Do you sometimes look back in your life and feel emptiness or perhaps asking yourself what have you done in your life so far, am I happy with it?
I do, almost every other day. Call it reflection; call it stubbornness or even plainly living in the past, this is one of my main “hobbies”. However, I never seem to find the most definite answer. It could be yes, I am happy for one day and no, I hate my life so far the other, but I never regret living till now.
I am person that can easily forgive but never forget, and I guess this is the one factor that leads me to who I am today. Many people says I think too much and probably too detailed. I guess so too. A simple 1 + 1 equation probably will end up to a complex mathematics sum for me.
Honestly, doing this blog is one of “I’m not too sure if I want to do this” itinerary for me. I just need a space to write down my inner thoughts, my desire and away from the reality life that I am leading, I hope this can be the space for myself to indulge in.
Perhaps this is the real me in this blog...while the other part of me is just leading the way fate brings her too….yes, I am a strong believer of fate.
I will be a happy person here, I promise :)
Thursday, May 14, 2009
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