The ideal job?

I remember when i was young, I had many dreams. Teaching is one of the first dream. When I grew up encounter different people, and overdose with dramas and story-book. I was very determined that my ideal job will be a pathologist or psychologist. Till today, it was still very much a dream, probably not able to fulfill.

Marketing has become my choice as my rice bowl eversince I stepped out into the society. I can't say this is the best job or I make the right choice, but somehow it has become part of me. It's a long 9 years and through the very ups-and-downs, I will be moving on yet again.

Life is always about choices, every minutes we are making a choice. From the moment we wake up to the end of the day, we are making choices from the outfit to wear, the meal we eat, the after-work plan and the list goes on.

Well, I guess life has to move on.....and I will make the best of my choice :) .. .It's all just planned i think....

In my next life, I am so going to be a psychologist which even till date I am so interested in the topic - the human mind and human behaviour. For now I guess the nearest to become a psychologist will be a counseller, so probably I will work towards that direction :).

a happy start to my next life..

Do you sometimes look back in your life and feel emptiness or perhaps asking yourself what have you done in your life so far, am I happy with it?

I do, almost every other day. Call it reflection; call it stubbornness or even plainly living in the past, this is one of my main “hobbies”. However, I never seem to find the most definite answer. It could be yes, I am happy for one day and no, I hate my life so far the other, but I never regret living till now.

I am person that can easily forgive but never forget, and I guess this is the one factor that leads me to who I am today. Many people says I think too much and probably too detailed. I guess so too. A simple 1 + 1 equation probably will end up to a complex mathematics sum for me.
Honestly, doing this blog is one of “I’m not too sure if I want to do this” itinerary for me. I just need a space to write down my inner thoughts, my desire and away from the reality life that I am leading, I hope this can be the space for myself to indulge in.

Perhaps this is the real me in this blog...while the other part of me is just leading the way fate brings her too….yes, I am a strong believer of fate.

I will be a happy person here, I promise :)

Dun ask me why?

I think maybe i woke up the wrong side of the bed today.. perhaps something in me had changed..but i just started this second blog while my first is not even "active" enough.. ha ha

So feel that this 28 years and so, I've been blindly moving forward. sometimes the pace was slow and steady... sometimes i ran, fell and pick myself up again.. and there are times when i lost my directions and started walking round and round in a maze...

Never did i stopped my pace in the walk of my journey.. and appreciated the little small things around me.. the path that i took everyday from home to the station is filled with lots of greens and pretty little flowers that perhaps i never even took a second glimpse

I wonder if i make a stop today at the familiar path that i been walking everyday.. will i then realise that the surrounding, the little flowers that seems familiar to me is actually all strangers in my life.....

What will i do if there is a second chance in my life... will i walk that same path? Maybe i will, but i will appreciate that little thing more.. and be their best friends? maybe... if....

Like i introduce in my header.. if dreamylnn.wordpress.com is a reality.. this is a blog where my hope, my dream and perhaps my miracle will happens...

If i going to live my life again? dun ask me why?